when divorce occurs

I never thought that there will be a stepmother, there will be a half-sister, there will be new rules.
I never wanted, because I still have my real mom.
My parents' divorce just became my broken heart alone.
but I can only keep silent.
I have separated from my mother and my brother.
I had to adjust to my new family.

though I call her mama, but the love she gave insincere.
Sometimes I pray, sometimes I get angry.
I do not know what God wanted for the suffering that I experienced.

why I can not like other children who have families without lies?

I guess god does not hear my prayer
because I'm experiencing more severe

but God strengthen me, God still keep me
and taught me to be patient
I feel it when I feel empty that can be filled me with joy is the love of jesus to me

he brought me to church, he was surrounded by good spiritual friends

and I never thought in a god church event introduced me to a child who also experienced the same thing with me even more severe than that I experienced

God taught me to stay in care if I was also suffering

god teaches great love in the time I was still 12 years old

You're my strength

You are my strength
Strength like no other
Strength like no other
Reaches to me

You are my hope
Hope like no other
Hope like no other
Reaches to me

CHORUS
In the fullness of Your grace
In the power of Your Name
You lift me up
You lift me up

Unfailing love
Stronger than mountains
Deeper than oceans
Reaches to me


Your love O Lord
Reaches to the heavens
Your faithfulness
Reaches to the skies

This song gives me strength when weak and began to worry
I hope you do not have to worry anymore about your life because Jesus has promised relief hearts will we get if we want to follow him through the sacrifice and joy......

when i was a child

i was born and feel the beauty of the family only for 4 years
then I saw my father lying
and my mother crying alone
we never go to church together
but me and my brother had to go to church according to my mother's command


every night I listen to the anger of my father and my mother crying
sometimes they never come home
so me and my brother have to take care of themselves
I'm not complaining because I'm used


God keep me
God took care of
when my parents did not concern me

I do not hate my parents because I pick the good god is always watching over
God taught me to forgive

he does not let me cry
he is always there from when I was alone since I was a kid until now

HE waits

HE waits
HE patiently waited
until finally I realized
that only HE who faithfully
22 years HE waited
so I feel what HE feels
during the 22 years that HE had not the slightest hurt for too long time to let other people hurt
HE continued to look after me
but I have not felt it
HE continued to give the sign but I refused to understand it
22 years I did my sin and HE remained faithful waiting for me
HE god who never tired to his flock
god HE wants to give hope that I may not feel tired
HE god who would lead me to obtain a lasting liberty
HE was waiting for it
faithfully .... 

share the love that comes from God

hi, in this blog I will only share about my love story with Jesus
There is only me and his love with me all my life
happiness that I felt that no lies
jesus with me through this life of which I do not feel it until I feel the love that is always faithful to me

I hope you can find something you have never tasted before here


the chintyara